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I’m dead i’ve been dead for sometime now iv become numb and evrytym i vent it gets called attntion seeking i just want everything to go back to how  it was i hate my life and its all her fault and i hope she realises that but she proably won’t considering nothing is EVER her fault i hope u hav a happy life togethr at the cost of someone elses. I’m sorry im such a chore but hey maybe u should hav nevr had me i mean u didnt hav any of the ones before or after me until recnlty so u may as well hav gt rid of me 2 ohhh thats right u didnt do that so i could pik up the pieces and be ur excuse  for everythng take the blame for evrything yup thats me the troubled one the one who only wants money the spoilt one the nasty one the one who duznt listen yet im just the reflction in the mirror of what uv become i hope u hav nthn left and  u feel as bad  as i do nd for a long tym lyk me as well but than again u will probably just shrug the blame off well hey Guess What U are the one to blame there is nobodyelse to blame but yourself  so don’t listen to people when they say its nt ur Faul Because It Damn Well Is Ur Fault  there are very few people who hav stuck by me nd the one who cares for me the most is the busiest out of evryone but if somthng happns to me she is the only one willing to stop nd make sure im at  least alive